"encumbered" lyrics

These days I feel encumbered
These days our days are numbered
I thought I had you figured out
I lost you quick where are you now

I never thought I'd be here
I never thought I'd see
The day where I'm without you
Without you next to me

The switch flipped
Our relationships ashes
All the photos of us burned like matches
I was curious if others felt like this

How I'm feelin' man I really gotta hide this
Every moment you were steady there doubtin' me
Pretty smile really thought that you were proud of me
Now I'm writin' you a song really hope you sing along
But you're prolly gettin' tired of the sound of me

No I can't read your mind
But you know I still try
The day you packed your things
I finally realized

I misprioritized you why would you take any pride
I broke your heart and lied, I learned a lot this time

These days I feel encumbered
These days our days are numbered
I thought I had you figured out
I lost you quick where are you now

I never thought I'd be here
I never thought I'd see
The day where I'm without you
Without you next to me

You watch me do it again
I push away every friend
I know you try to relate
I feel alone in the end

I swear I'm trying to change
I do my best everyday
To be the person you need
I know I drive you insane