"no hero" lyrics

Patiently I'm waitin' for the day I'll get it right
I make bad decisions till I lose my fucking mind
Some would call me evil some would say I saved their life
Even though I saved you I can't save, mine

I can't save mine

I can't fight crime, I can't save lives
I don't know why I fucking try

They don't know what I go through
They always seem to guess
See Nathan must be broken
He hasn't smiled yet

I lost my friends this weekend
I think its for the best
See no one knows what happened
This can't be permanent

Hey Nate, I know you'll never get to read this
I have to vent and I know you can keep a secret
I have trouble with my image, I'm afraid of giving up
See my boyfriend says I'm pretty yeah I'm pretty fuckin' numb

And everytime I'm with him I get angry at myself
I'm afraid to be alone and I'm afraid of getting help
I wish that I felt beautiful I hate who I've become
In spite of what he says to me I'm fallin' out of love

I can't fight crime, I can't save lives
I don't know why I fucking try

They don't know what I go through
They always seem to guess
See Nathan must be broken
He hasn't smiled yet

I lost my friends this weekend
I think it's for the best
See no one knows what happened
This can't be permanent

They don't know what I go through
They always seem to guess
See Nathan must be broken
He hasn't smiled yet