"The Cue" lyrics

I guess I didn't notice the shift
I wouldn't have been so nice
Last saw you at Barton
Everything felt alright
As much as I hate your guts
I think of you all the time
You got under my skin
I let you how asinine

When will I learn
It's always the same
It's not fun anymore
I don't like this kind of pain

And I think I deserved
A kinder goodbye
Guess I'm unworthy
At least in your eyes
I wish I never took the bait
Wish I never got high
Should've washed you away
While I still had time
I mean look at me now
I wish I could cry
Get it all out
Go on and find the next guy
I should've washed you away
I should've washed you away

I don't think I did you wrong
It's hard not to blame myself
It's all that I've got
Cause you never said how you felt

Why does it hurt?
Why am I mad?
It's been enough time
And you sure weren't the best I've had

Still I think I deserved
A kinder goodbye
Guess I'm unworthy
At least in your eyes
I wish I never took the bait
Wish I never got high
Should've washed you away
While I still had time
I mean look at me now
I wish I could cry
Get it all out
Go on and find the next guy
I should've washed you away
I should've washed you away

How many times will I
I miss the cue, and I'll
Take it too far
Till there's nothing else to do I could've left
Kept on going
Could've saved myself some time
You could've told me
Said it straight
I mean shit you could've lied
I wouldn't care
I'm better off
At least then I would've known
Instead of picking at the carnage
Like a vulture in the snow
And I'm embarrassed
Mortified
That I'm even saying that
Cause I was being nice
And now it's too late to be mad

I deserved
A kinder goodbye
Guess I'm unworthy
At least in your eyes
I wish I never took the bait
Wish I never got high
Wish I washed you away
While I still had time
I mean look at me now
I wish I could cry
Get it all out
Go on and find the next guy
I should've washed you away
I should've washed you away