"Tonight (I'm Afraid)" lyrics

I don't really even wanna say it
Painted in the darkness I'm afraid
Afraid, tonight
I don't even wanna say it (Say it)
I don't even wanna stay, tonight

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You live with all that shame (Ahh)
It never washed away (Ahh)
You'll feel it all (Ahh)

All the things that I didn't say
Think it's best that it's left that way
Tonight, tonight
I don't even wanna say
All the cold and heartless things
Tonight

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You live with all that shame (Ahh)
It never washed away (Ahh)
You'll feel it all (Ahh)

Know I really wanna walk away
Lying in bed wide awake
Know I really wanna walk away
See it all reflect in me
You see it, my pain (Know I really wanna walk away)
Reflected in me (Lying in bed wide awake)
At night, I beg (Know I really wanna walk away)
To forget (See it all reflect in me)
You see it, my pain (Know I really wanna walk away)
(All the shame, wide awake)
Reflected in me (Lying in bed wide awake)
(Feel it all, wash away)
At night, I beg (Know I really wanna walk away)
(All the shame, wide awake)
To forget (See it all reflect in me)
(Feel it all, wash away)
I begged, I prayed (Know I really wanna walk away)
(All the shame, wide awake)
Release me from this (Lying in bed wide awake)
(Feel it all, wash away)
I begged, I prayed (Know I really wanna walk away)
(All the shame, wide awake)
Release me from this (See it all reflect in me)
(Feel it all, wash away)