"I'm Not Gold" lyrics
(feat. Kiyehm)
I don't wanna feel like
This is not real life
Stay up due to late nights
On my own
Stabbed me 'cause my heart cold
I know that I'm not gold
Things that never been told
Sell me soul
Never could you love me I could never love myself
Open arms closed heart even broken at my best
Take a knife so deep I can't even feel my chest
Even 6 feet under I can't get me any rest
Closed eyes for the pain they gonna tell me that it trauma
No stop full gas, you can leave me if you wanna
And I cared for you a minute life been tempting but I gotta
Run away, float away I been crying for my mama
I don't wanna feel like
This is not real life
Stay up due to late nights
On my own
Stabbed me 'cause my heart cold
I know that I'm not gold
Things that never been told
Sell me soul
I don't wanna feel like
This is not real life
Stay up due to late nights
On my own
Stabbed me 'cause my heart cold
I know that I'm not gold
Things that never been told
Sell me soul
My heart is vacant
Thoughts is racing when I'm by my self
My mental killing me feeling like I'm gon' always fail
You came along and and yet you went left you always bailed
Had battles with sum demons thanking God he helped
Because of you I felt so lost that I ain't have directions
I'm steady stressing have troubles counting all my blessings
I found my purpose in a world but yet I wanna exit
I'd share my story's but I doubt you'd ever get the message
I'll admit
I'm fighting demons they keep come from sleeping
I see one I'm blasting
Stole my heart from the jump and you still chose to run
I knew what we had jus' wasn't lasting
You hear me I scream out your name
Yell that shit out on vein, you a dub in a past tense
I'm stuck in yo ways, I've been caught for days
Niggas got in my lane, I rerouted
I don't wanna feel like
This is not real life
Stay up due to late nights
On my own
Stabbed me 'cause my heart cold
I know that I'm not gold
Things that never been told
Sell me soul
I don't wanna feel like
This is not real life
Stay up due to late nights
On my own
Stabbed me 'cause my heart cold
I know that I'm not gold
Things that never been told
Sell me soul
We go through life everyday, faking smiles
Pretending like we're okay, when really, we're suffering
I never smile is a real story, of real emotions
That we're too scared to show the world
I'm not scared of my emotions or what is behind my smile
Here's my truth
This is not real life
Stay up due to late nights
On my own
Stabbed me 'cause my heart cold
I know that I'm not gold
Things that never been told
Sell me soul
Never could you love me I could never love myself
Open arms closed heart even broken at my best
Take a knife so deep I can't even feel my chest
Even 6 feet under I can't get me any rest
Closed eyes for the pain they gonna tell me that it trauma
No stop full gas, you can leave me if you wanna
And I cared for you a minute life been tempting but I gotta
Run away, float away I been crying for my mama
I don't wanna feel like
This is not real life
Stay up due to late nights
On my own
Stabbed me 'cause my heart cold
I know that I'm not gold
Things that never been told
Sell me soul
I don't wanna feel like
This is not real life
Stay up due to late nights
On my own
Stabbed me 'cause my heart cold
I know that I'm not gold
Things that never been told
Sell me soul
My heart is vacant
Thoughts is racing when I'm by my self
My mental killing me feeling like I'm gon' always fail
You came along and and yet you went left you always bailed
Had battles with sum demons thanking God he helped
Because of you I felt so lost that I ain't have directions
I'm steady stressing have troubles counting all my blessings
I found my purpose in a world but yet I wanna exit
I'd share my story's but I doubt you'd ever get the message
I'll admit
I'm fighting demons they keep come from sleeping
I see one I'm blasting
Stole my heart from the jump and you still chose to run
I knew what we had jus' wasn't lasting
You hear me I scream out your name
Yell that shit out on vein, you a dub in a past tense
I'm stuck in yo ways, I've been caught for days
Niggas got in my lane, I rerouted
I don't wanna feel like
This is not real life
Stay up due to late nights
On my own
Stabbed me 'cause my heart cold
I know that I'm not gold
Things that never been told
Sell me soul
I don't wanna feel like
This is not real life
Stay up due to late nights
On my own
Stabbed me 'cause my heart cold
I know that I'm not gold
Things that never been told
Sell me soul
We go through life everyday, faking smiles
Pretending like we're okay, when really, we're suffering
I never smile is a real story, of real emotions
That we're too scared to show the world
I'm not scared of my emotions or what is behind my smile
Here's my truth
