"THE BOOK OF NYX" lyrics
Yeah
This right here gon' be my swan song
This gon' play when I feel I lived too long
I'll betray everyone that said that I'm strong
As I sit in my grave 6 feet long
Or deep, I'll retreat
Demons whisper, I repeat
Promises were sugar sweet
Malice hidden underneath
Dealing while I grit my teeth
Fiending for some damn relief
Every time I wanna fade away
Face another day filled with grey
Wicked thoughts make my head cave
To my fallacies I'm a slave
Sexuality bends and sways
What's normality anyways
Stay killin' these verses
Heart in rigor mortis
My karma a tortoise
Hope nobody notice
Yeah my life is in shambles
Trafalgar Law with no ammo
Sit in my room I dismantle
Lay back and light me a candle
I should go light me a doobie
But I don't do that I'm truly
Filled with a shit ton of vices
But none of that drug consuming
Shit, fuck, what am I doing
Giving the world all I can with my music
Give me your trust, I might abuse it
Give in to lust, why am I stupid
Ecila horny and shot me like cupid
Jigoku Mori, I'm feeling secluded
Spirit diluted, my sins transmuted
My heart corrupted, I need to reboot it
Money can't fit in my coffin
So I give some away often
Two eyes close, third eye unlocking
Can't let hoes inside my heart man
Lost my soul but raised a Christian
Never really found my mission
Found a path but now I'm driftin'
Trapped inside my own ambition
Ahh
Fuck my life, I said that shit a million times
(Million times)
There's a tortured soul hidden in these rhymes
(In these rhymes)
Wonder when I'm old, will I really find
(Really find)
The inner peace I need for my broken mind
(Need need, what do I need, what do I need)
Wonder will I really find
(Will I find)
Inner peace for my mind
(Will I)
Yeah yeah yeah
Deep down a nigga wanna perish perish
Too many wicked things I cherish cherish
Inside I'm bleeding from this damage damage
Don't really think that I can manage manage
Deep down a nigga wanna perish perish
Too many wicked things I cherish cherish
Inside I'm bleeding from this damage damage
Don't really think that I can manage manage
Jigoku Mori
Jigoku Mori
Jigoku
This right here gon' be my swan song
This gon' play when I feel I lived too long
I'll betray everyone that said that I'm strong
As I sit in my grave 6 feet long
Or deep, I'll retreat
Demons whisper, I repeat
Promises were sugar sweet
Malice hidden underneath
Dealing while I grit my teeth
Fiending for some damn relief
Every time I wanna fade away
Face another day filled with grey
Wicked thoughts make my head cave
To my fallacies I'm a slave
Sexuality bends and sways
What's normality anyways
Stay killin' these verses
Heart in rigor mortis
My karma a tortoise
Hope nobody notice
Yeah my life is in shambles
Trafalgar Law with no ammo
Sit in my room I dismantle
Lay back and light me a candle
I should go light me a doobie
But I don't do that I'm truly
Filled with a shit ton of vices
But none of that drug consuming
Shit, fuck, what am I doing
Giving the world all I can with my music
Give me your trust, I might abuse it
Give in to lust, why am I stupid
Ecila horny and shot me like cupid
Jigoku Mori, I'm feeling secluded
Spirit diluted, my sins transmuted
My heart corrupted, I need to reboot it
Money can't fit in my coffin
So I give some away often
Two eyes close, third eye unlocking
Can't let hoes inside my heart man
Lost my soul but raised a Christian
Never really found my mission
Found a path but now I'm driftin'
Trapped inside my own ambition
Ahh
Fuck my life, I said that shit a million times
(Million times)
There's a tortured soul hidden in these rhymes
(In these rhymes)
Wonder when I'm old, will I really find
(Really find)
The inner peace I need for my broken mind
(Need need, what do I need, what do I need)
Wonder will I really find
(Will I find)
Inner peace for my mind
(Will I)
Yeah yeah yeah
Deep down a nigga wanna perish perish
Too many wicked things I cherish cherish
Inside I'm bleeding from this damage damage
Don't really think that I can manage manage
Deep down a nigga wanna perish perish
Too many wicked things I cherish cherish
Inside I'm bleeding from this damage damage
Don't really think that I can manage manage
Jigoku Mori
Jigoku Mori
Jigoku
Writer(s): Stanley Esaw
