"THE PROMISED DAY" lyrics
Yeah, yeah, uh
Lifestyle of the sad and aimless
Wake up don't know what the day is
Depression it has its phases
Obsession with Alice shameless
Been trapped in a mental stasis
Mind fucked on a daily basis
Losing all of my morals tasteless
Spend racks but I still feel depressed
Every day dealing with hella new shit
Guilt that I'm dealing with I can't admit
Blood on my palm and the mic when I spit
Can't drown demons I do not sip
All of my friend groups I do not fit
Put on a mask but I let it slip
Relationship in the trash and the pits
Hard to imagine me salvaging it
Back at square 1
Miss when I made music to have fun
Now every day calculate income
Life got me on the edge and then some
Great fairy she bestowed me wisdom
But I wasted it all like a damn bum
Spent too much time playing victim
Had to break myself out of the system
Fuck where I came from
Saying goodbye is a sad thing
Piece of my soul might leave as an offering
Over 30 years old still no offspring
Don't want kids too busy doing my thing
Weakling what I feel every time I cling
To past trauma exposure and suffering
Life went up guess it's time for the downswing
Faith been holding on by a damn string
Yeah my soul shattered but it don't matter
Like a bad bladder I'm pissed after
I fake feelings like a damn actor
That's vile shit
Been burnt out but I can't quit
Crave acknowledgement
But I'm self conscious at the same time ain't that a bitch
Show confidence but it's counterfeit
Listen to my story imma tell you how I blew
Up into a nuclear explosion out the blue
My stress like Chernobyl really nothing I could do
Despair coming through, pain too
Everybody want a piece of my soul
But they don't fuckin know that I can't give no mo
Everybody want a piece of my soul
But they don't fuckin know that I can't give no mo
Everybody want a piece of my soul
But they don't fuckin know that I can't give no mo
Everybody want a piece of my soul
But they don't fuckin know that I can't give no mo
(Mori)
I can't give no mo
(Mori)
I'm sorry
I can't give no mo
Lifestyle of the sad and aimless
Wake up don't know what the day is
Depression it has its phases
Obsession with Alice shameless
Been trapped in a mental stasis
Mind fucked on a daily basis
Losing all of my morals tasteless
Spend racks but I still feel depressed
Every day dealing with hella new shit
Guilt that I'm dealing with I can't admit
Blood on my palm and the mic when I spit
Can't drown demons I do not sip
All of my friend groups I do not fit
Put on a mask but I let it slip
Relationship in the trash and the pits
Hard to imagine me salvaging it
Back at square 1
Miss when I made music to have fun
Now every day calculate income
Life got me on the edge and then some
Great fairy she bestowed me wisdom
But I wasted it all like a damn bum
Spent too much time playing victim
Had to break myself out of the system
Fuck where I came from
Saying goodbye is a sad thing
Piece of my soul might leave as an offering
Over 30 years old still no offspring
Don't want kids too busy doing my thing
Weakling what I feel every time I cling
To past trauma exposure and suffering
Life went up guess it's time for the downswing
Faith been holding on by a damn string
Yeah my soul shattered but it don't matter
Like a bad bladder I'm pissed after
I fake feelings like a damn actor
That's vile shit
Been burnt out but I can't quit
Crave acknowledgement
But I'm self conscious at the same time ain't that a bitch
Show confidence but it's counterfeit
Listen to my story imma tell you how I blew
Up into a nuclear explosion out the blue
My stress like Chernobyl really nothing I could do
Despair coming through, pain too
Everybody want a piece of my soul
But they don't fuckin know that I can't give no mo
Everybody want a piece of my soul
But they don't fuckin know that I can't give no mo
Everybody want a piece of my soul
But they don't fuckin know that I can't give no mo
Everybody want a piece of my soul
But they don't fuckin know that I can't give no mo
(Mori)
I can't give no mo
(Mori)
I'm sorry
I can't give no mo
Writer(s): Stanley Esaw
