"fable" lyrics

I be so embarrassed when It comes up
I can't believe this is my life this shit is fucked up
I'm unstable everywhere I look wires and cables
Tell these stories like a fable just like a fable
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up wake up

Pretty much like everyday I'm running up the mileage
Cry in the [?]
Keep pain under my eyelids
[?] is hard looking for the words I just can't find them
Think our souls are intertwined we're forever binded
But you don't know
But you don't know
Yeah you don't know
What you don't know

I be so embarrassed when it comes up
I can't believe this is my life this shit is fucked up
I'm unstable everywhere I look wires and cables
Tell these stories like a fable just like a fable
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up wake up

Eyes open with dread in the morning
Why does it feel like you died
Why does it feel like I'm mourning
Sometimes life comes at you fast you won't get a warning
Sometimes you walk like the clouds over you storming
[?] put up the volume
[?] really give a fuck wanna [?]
Bitch I'm not your boyfriend bitch I feel like chowder
GX special forces they be sniping on the tower