"no more heroes" lyrics

Moving through this pain like I'm swimming through the river
Never thought I'd see the day where you switched up acting different
It's the way that it is
It's the way that it is
It's the way damn what the fuck

Rip the flesh off of my hands when I'm feeling like this
I just wanna eat a xan when I'm feeling like this
No more heroes
I only look up to myself
I see ones and zeroes
Moving [?] with the [?]
I'm just tryna' get paid, like bloody said
[?] moving in the right way yeah
I'm off the ketamine stop talking I don't know what you said to me
I feel off of my head put me in a guillotine

Moving through this pain like I'm swimming through the river
Never thought I'd see the day where you switched up acting different
It's the way that it is
It's the way that it is
It's the way damn what the fuck

Tryna' fly with broken wings
Too be ignored by the one you love the most
It fucking stings
Everyday I wake up pissed It's fucked
Feel like 93 will it ever be enough
Cut my skin and all I bleed is drugs
I mix it up and put some more stress on my lungs
I couldn't breathe enough
I couldn't breathe enough
Throwing up I couldn't breathe enough
I'm the real [?] you just riding
You a fucking clone you can't even hide it
Keep [?] my reality cause I designed it
Looking for these answers but I know just where to find them
Fade away into the shadows I'm just hiding
I live between the panicked breath and the silence
The way is quieter when it snows
You're from a world that I really do not wish to know