"Brittle Bond" lyrics

More or less ten years from now
You'll still be paying off your house
Hoping all the rooms
Are filled with life then
I never had to call on you
But would you still pick up the phone?
Would you even recognise the number?

My friends they got their shit together
I'll fuck my life forever
While watching other people's progress
I will be the safe no show
Keeping the dependence low
Waiting for the message that you miss me

Yeah, I know
I can't fix it
But it feels so wrong, I'm

I'm still packing up the pieces
That you packed up yesterday
And it feels like a relief
That I no longer need to wait
All that we're relying on
Is an old and brittle bond
It doesn't even feel that bad
To me this time

Scared of making any plans ahead of time
Show me your pain and I'll explain you mine
We're not breaking just fading
Neither leaving nor waiting

I'm still packing up the pieces
That you packed up yesterday
And it feels like a relief
That I no longer need to wait
All that we're relying on
Is an old and brittle bond

I'm still packing up the pieces
That you packed up yesterday
And it feels like a relief
That I no longer need to wait
All that we're relying on
Is an old and brittle bond
It doesn't even feel that bad
To me this time
It doesn't even feel that bad
To me this time

I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna fail
I will be the safe no show
Keeping the dependence low
I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna fail
I will be the safe no show
Never feels like coming home