"certain light" lyrics

Goddamn
Can't get out of my head
I went on a date but
Nothing really happened
Couldn't help but think bout
If the certain lighting
Looked like when you found me
Or what we said goodbye in
(Fuck that)

I know it's not why you left it
Said you didn't mean it
Wish you never said it
Thought that after 2 years
You couldn't take it back if
You thought I was perfect
What happened to that?
Guess it was only

Certain light
That you felt alright with me
And now I'm just trying
To look in the mirror and figure out
What I look like and
Certain light
Never would've
Changed my mind
Cause you shined in my eyes
Now I'm craving attention from people I don't like

(Now I'm craving attention from people I don't like)

Let you watch me as I got dressed
Feeling good in your gaze
Guess I never clocked this
Now we're on the couch
And you're in another spiral
Bout if you even want me
Or if you're in denial
Or if it's only

Certain light
That you felt alright with me then
Why not lie?
And just end it without being mean in the meantime
And certain light
Never should have changed your mind
Cause this is real life
You're gonna keep finding reasons till the day that you realize

(Wasted all my time
Finding shit that wasn't right
About the way that I look
Or how you had to get high
And I was always right there
Giving up my light
And you rolled your eyes
As I gave you my light
And I don't wanna hear shit
Bout how you need to be free
I would've given it all
To keep you fucking happy
But it's a really tough job
When you walk all over me
You can keep your ideals
They don't mean shit to me)