"i don't see you (how i used to)" lyrics

Thought back to the little black dress
That you didn't want me to know
I believed when you said you were clean
But there was coke in the back of the drawer
Silence and another bad fight
Till I'm crying "can't we just go home?"
My last time in our pretty green house
And collapsing on the side of the road

Now I don't see you
I don't see it anymore
How I used to
Think I finally found the cure
For my anger and my
Stolen years, stolen pride
I don't see you
How I used to anymore

Last night I was walking alone
And I saw your blue car at the light
I sighed and I thought: thank god
I'm not riding in the passenger side
Headphones, I was humming a song
That you definitely wouldn't have liked
Then I turned around, and I turned it up
And it wasn't even out of spite

Now I don't see you
I don't see it anymore
How I used to
Think I finally found the cure
For my anger and my
Stolen years, stolen pride
I don't see you
How I used to anymore

I don't see you
Even when I'm sleeping lately
And I don't think bout
All the ways that you made me hate me
I don't see you
Around here anymore, I'm not angry
And you don't know how
Little I think about you lately

Now I don't see you
I don't see it anymore
How I used to
Think I finally found the cure
For my anger and my
Stolen years, stolen pride
I don't see you
How I used to anymore