"Foss Hill" lyrics

Hey dickhole
I was wondering
Where you guys went
I'm out front
In the space between
The two buildings
Like the dining hall
We should meet up

Sharpening my teeth
Yeah it gets to a point
All the boys on Foss Hill
Boutta roll up a joint
I get sneaky lit
I'm over-employed
Fifteen I'm a freak and shit
I'm filling the void
Fifteen I'm a freak and shit
I'm filling my cup
I'm a Frankenstein ofWhere they gave up
Where I gave in
Sutures on my mouth
Will he notice if I kiss him
Future's on his couch
Man I wonder if I fit in
Wonder if he fit in
He was selling loosies
From his grandma's kitchen
He was getting fried
Like breaded chicken
I was back there with him
I was with my brothers
In the tunnels
Tryna see the vision
I was on the benches
Acting fast like
It was intermittent
Fucked up
And so maybe
It was fucked up
Get stuck
Wondering if it was
Good or bad luck
Real talk
If even some of it
Was just like one off
I don't think I'd be here
But I guess then
We could still talk

How you gonna
Mean everything
And then leave
What do you mean
That's just life
Why do I still feel
Everything like a fiend
Why do I run through our fights
And I got forties at my place
I dream of breaking bread
I want ordinary things
At my own expense
I lost my chances
I ran out of time
I'm at the edge think
I'm losing my mind

I'm the best bad kid
I'm skipping class to study
I need it all to be productive
Need the liquor cutting
Through all of the sweetness
Throwing shooters in
The neighbors bushes
I was moving through it
Like the movement
Was all I could do it's
Sort of like a dance with no music
I didn't know what to
Wear to your funeral
I didn't choose well
Didn't sleep good
Didn't feel right
Didn't play nice with others
Still you called me up
For game time
Still you called me up
To hotbox at the cruising spot
In East Rock
Little asshole with the Reeboks
And a ring of key fobs
I was in the parking lots
In nothing but my knee socks
Needed extra medicine
I took longer to detox
I took longer to let it out
I let 'em in like street shops
Make 'em wait, three dots
I let a bygone be gone
I want to live like you
You loved everything in neon
Now I am nocturnal
You're a light
I always keep on

How you gonna
Mean everything
And then leave
What do you mean
That's just life
Why do I still feel
Everything like a fiend
Why do I run through our fights
And I got forties at my place
I dream of breaking bread
I want ordinary things
At my own expense
I lost my chances
I ran out of time
I'm at the edge think
I'm losing my mind

And the edge of the world
Is where you end
And the edge of the world is
And the edge of the world is (x4)