"If A Tree Falls" lyrics

I've been getting good
At saying that I'm good
Saying what I should
Thinking that it could be bad for me
I've been watching time
Thinking that with time
I'll be finally fine
Now I'm thinking time just passes me

'Cause I've been in this town
Yeah, I've been in this house
But it's not feeling like home
I've got people 'round
Yeah, I've got people 'round
But I'm still feeling alone

If a tree falls and nobody can hear it
Did it even make a sound?
Breaking my heart but nobody else feels it
Tell me am I better now?
'Cause I go out in my best dress, smile more, talk less
Make 'em think I'm better now
They don't see me in my bed at 3pm and
Wishing I was better now

Looking at my face
Putting on my faith
Who am I today
Push myself away so happily
I'm all out of prayers
Hands up in the air
Do I even care
If there's someone out there listening

'Cause I've been in this town
Yeah I've been in this house
But it's not feeling like home
I've got people 'round
Yeah I've got people 'round
But I'm still feeling alone

If a tree falls and nobody can hear it
Did it even make a sound?
Breaking my heart but nobody else feels it
Tell me am I better now?
'Cause I go out in my best dress, smile more, talk less
Make 'em think I'm better now
They don't see me in my bed at 3pm and
Wishing I was better now

Oh
Tell me, can you hear me?
Oh
Tell me

If a tree falls and nobody can hear it
Did it even make a sound?
Breaking my heart but nobody else feels it
Tell me am I better now?
'Cause I go out in my best dress, smile more, talk less
Make 'em think I'm better now
They don't see me in my bed at 3pm and
Wishing I was better now