"it gets better" lyrics

I'd never have to fall apart again
Or worry that I'm losing all my friends
But they would miss me if I'm gone
I couldn't write any more songs
I'd never fix things with my mom if I were dead
I leave the bar before I start to cry
I tell my friends I'm tired and that I'm fine
Go home and scream until I'm numb
Call my dad when I wake up
And tell him I had so much fun last night

Ooh, I hate this feeling
Hate that the voices in my head sound like they mean it
Yeah, ooh, I can't remember
Why I try so fuckin' hard to make it better

The whole wide world and everyone I love
Sometimes doesn't feel like enough
When I convince myself I know
That I will always be alone
Even when I see my phone light up
It's my best friend, seven missed calls
Know it scares him when I don't call
And I feel like such a burden
Know it hurts you when I'm hurting
And my parents always ask me
How I'm doing, if I'm happy
And I feel like I've let everybody down

Ooh, I hate this feeling
Hate that the voices in my head sound like they mean it
Yeah, ooh, I can't remember
Why I try so fuckin' hard to make it better

Does it get better?
Oh, oh, oh
Say it gets better
Oh, oh, oh
It gets better
Oh, oh, oh
It gets better
Oh, oh, oh
It gets better