"Natural Disaster" lyrics

I'm a good liar
I don't even trust me
My house is on fire
But I water my plants as I'm sipping my coffee
I told some girl at a party last night
I'm in the best place I've ever been in my life
So why am I crying
Alone in my bed, I thought I was happy

I feel it come in waves
My ground starting to shake
All I can do is brace myself
And hope I'll be okay

I think I'm a natural disaster
Hold on tight and hope that I don't shatter
Lose my mind, clean up the wreckage after
Hoping I can find what really matters
'Cause I fall apart then I get back up
And I try so hard not to blow it up, but
I'm just such a natural
Yeah I'm just a natural disaster

I'm a good girl
Try to do the right things
So why does my world
Keep on crumbling down every time I start smiling
Oh I miss when I thought that I knew
How to live 'fore I got so confused
Wake up fine, by afternoon
Only thing I know that's true is

I think I'm a natural disaster
Hold on tight and hope that I don't shatter
Lose my mind, clean up the wreckage after
Hoping I can find what really matters
'Cause I fall apart then I get back up
And I try so hard not to blow it up, but
I'm just such a natural
Yeah I'm just a natural disaster

I feel it come in waves
My ground starting to shake
All I can do is brace myself
And hope I'll be okay

I think I'm a natural disaster
Hold on tight and hope that I don't shatter
Lose my mind, clean up the wreckage after
Hoping I can find what really matters
'Cause I fall apart then I get back up
And I try so hard not to blow it up, but
I'm just such a natural
Yeah I'm just a natural disaster

I'm just such a natural
Yeah I'm just a natural disaster