"awesome party, reprise!" lyrics

Well, it's a cool cool party
Thanks for telling me
To come back to your house
That we grew up in so many years ago
And it seems I don't quite know
How to talk to you now

Well, it's a cool cool party
Seems that I'm back here again
Where I told myself I'd never be
And you had always hoped I be
And hey, it's really not my place
To say you look okay
You seem okay

Well, it's a cool cool party
And your hair has gotten long
And if you're so sad about me, prove it
I have, I'm writing you a song
But It's not for you
I'll say that it's not for you
No, it's not for you

It's a cool cool party
I've never been good at sentiments
But all your friends from middle school
They cling to you like sedimentary dust
It's elementary lust, but I was never good in class
And you still kiss my ass

Things don't change at all that much
Nobody's new, we're just grown up
And your hand on my wrist still feels the same
I guess nothing's ever quite the same
But who are you to take the blame
I'm dizzy and I wanna change my name
But I've already done that

I wanna use a big word in the next verse
Like "infectious"
Something that bites, like you bit
It could be a sort of metaphor
For how you make me feel sick
Or a simile: as a virus, like an illness
But you weren't an illness
And I don't know that many big words
So instead I'll just talk like I know what I'm saying
And you'll like that
I'll get louder and louder
And maybe I'll even yell
And maybe you'll turn down your headphones
Or maybe you'll crank them up
And let me yell at you

Things don't change at all that much
You're still wearing the same sneakers
I still smoke the same cigarettes
I guess nothing's ever quite the same
But you're still too thin and I still can't breathe
Maybe tonight I'll leave
And I won't come back again
But I know I will

Well, it's a cool cool party
And the trashcan's getting full
You are the titanic, and I am jumping off the hull into the sea
And I know that I could never feel it more
It's that rare addictive feeling
I can't buy at any store
But I don't love you
No, I don't love you

I don't love you anymore
I don't love you anymore
I don't love you anymore
I don't love you anymore
I don't love you anymore