"Enema" lyrics

If I was sixteen for one more day
Wouldn't have trouble staying awake
And it wouldn't upset me
When I can't sleep for the life of me

They say it's been a good year for rats
And I agree, it seems as that
I am running rampant, I am running rampant
And I am full

So I will braid my hair today
And I will try not to stay up late
And I will pretend that you care
About anything I'm saying

So I will make myself today
Into the kind of girl who makes your heart skip
And it's okay that it's not me
That it's not me
And I will bend 'til my back breaks
And I will mourn that I cannot feel more
And you feel everything
It seems that you feel everything

And one day soon you will say I lied
But it was easier to decide
That you will see me naked
But you will never see my face