"You Want The Moon?" lyrics

I did all of the things I was supposed to do
I let everyone in, I never hid the truth
Just enjoy the ride
Why catastrophize?

Trying to hold on, it's taking all my time
Convince myself again that I control my mind

Can't lose it if you give it away
I'll take a chance over this guarantee
I disappear in a familiar way
I try to paint it bright, but it just won't come clean

Writing positive things in condensation
Just to watch it fade like my motivation

It's a wonderful life, yeah, I'm doing great
That seems like a lie
Are you sure you're alright?
Let me translate

I did all of the things I was supposed to do
I let everyone in, I never hid the truth
Can't enjoy the ride
I catastrophize

I keep receipts of thoughts that I kill
They pile quiet in the rooms they fill
I disappear into a sheer lack of will
Hoping everything will stop if I stay still

Writing positive things in condensation
Just to watch it fade like my motivation
It's a wonderful life, yeah, I'm doing great
That seems like a lie
Are you sure you're alright?
Let me translate

Feigning faith, it fades away
Try to find a lesson in the...
Pain is gain, it makes me brave
Sharp decline, and now I'm back to...
Feigning faith, it fades away
Try to find a lesson in the...
Pain is gain, it makes me brave
Sharp decline, and now I'm back to...