"Here I Yap" lyrics

I'm talking myself in circles once again
I'm failing all of my family
And blowing off my friends
I'm coughing up my guts
And spilling out my lungs
I'm worried that one day
I will not be enough

I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna talk about it

I think that I love you
If only I thought you could love me too
I will exist without you
Locked in my room
Thinking about you

I swear, it is not what it looks like
It's just one of those nights
I've wasted most of my life
But I will hold your hand
So fucking tight
Until our knuckles are both turning white

I'm buried under a scene that's killing me
I know what I said, but I can't sleep
I am running out of things to talk about
But I never seem to shut my fucking mouth

Do you think that we could play pretend?
And when we're done, we never speak again
Do you think that we could play pretend?
And when we're done, we never speak again
Do you think that we could play pretend?
And when we're done, we never speak again

All that I want is to take you home
But we're miles apart
I don't know where to start
I am cringe, but I'm trying
I think that I am dying
So give me something to live for