"Stained White T's" lyrics

I'm half asleep
You're confusing me
Can you make me feel something?

I am not the type to go out
I will lay here on my own
My skin is breaking out
And I think it's time for me to go home
And start picking up where we left off
To remind me how our bodies are meant to be
Mangled and covered in dirt

Growing up and learning how to love myself again
So I'll keep holding you as close as I can
Just to breathe you in
It's just how it is
It's not supposed to feel like this

I got lost with you
Back in my old room
It cleaned up nice
Did you notice the bones in my closet
They still smell like you
But you wouldn't care to notice

Let's stay in one place
Call it our home state
My mind is racing me home
And time will always win

You're falling out
I'm caving in
We walk away, we can never win
I wanna lay with you skin to skin
I don't want you to feel like it's your fault
There's footprints on the ceiling
And everything feels off
I'm grasping for straws
Waiting my turn
I'm bending over backwards
I hope there's more

My nose is dry
Like these winter nights
After all this time, I still never feel right
I thought we were in love
But I guess we're not
Can you help me? I am lost

Stick to the same routine
The one holding me together
Dry your eyes and come with me
Nothing lasts forever

I am failing every time I wake up
And I know tomorrow will feel the same
I'm leaving, trust me, I mean it this time
I am filling the spaces between all your lies