"bed_of_nails" lyrics

Incomplete you completed me
But who am I kidding in reality you ruined me
I miss my innocence and there's no fixing this
Gone beyond repair, desperation's always there

I can't believe how cold I've become
Inject my veins with poison
I'll burn under the sun
Leave me here with nothing
I'm not one that you should love
I'd rather keep to myself
I'm close to no one

I've always been the easy kill
I guess when it comes to you
I always will

Hollowed out, still dead behind the eyes
It's been nine fucking years
And it still kills me after all this time
My pain remains constant, can't seem to fucking learn
Like a goddamn masochist addicted to all that hurts
(Addicted to all that hurts)

I've been making my bed
Letting all of the anger set
In this bed of nails
Clip my wings
I live and bleed
Disappointment screams all over me

Relapsing on the aftermath
Of the old me
My old ways composed of demon limbs and a rope swing
Can't snap out of it this is the reality
Of a lost mind and my destructing personality
[?]

Depression will run its course till I'm dead

I tore you apart in my head too many times
Holding my memories of you inside a nine
A bullet for every goodbye

I can't believe how cold I've become
Inject my veins with poison
I'll burn under the sun
Leave me here with nothing
I'm not one that you should love
I'd rather keep to myself
I'm close to no one

Too many times
Holding my memories of you inside a nine
A bullet for every goodbye