"knowing pain" lyrics

I see a house of gold
I see a silhouette
I see you at the door
Holding out a hand
I felt a rush of cold
I felt the chill of death
I felt this all before
Why did I come back again?

Your silver tongue around my throat
It kept me kneeling at the throne
With every lie you ever told, to keep me close

So tell me how
You walked away, and you let everything you promised
Drown me out, I learned to hate
'Cause the only thing you taught me is knowing pain
Knowing pain
Knowing pain

I see the lie you sold
I see a silhouette
I watched it slip into the shadows till there's nothing left
I felt a touch of calm
I felt a thankful death
When I saw everything we had go with you when you left

Your silver tongue around my throat
It kept me kneeling at the throne
With every lie you ever told, to keep me close

So tell me how
You walked away, and you let everything you promised
Drown me out, I learned to hate
'Cause the only thing you taught me is knowing pain
Knowing pain

Pain

So tell me how
You walked away, and you let everything you promised
Drown me out, I learned to hate
'Cause the only thing you taught me is knowing pain
Knowing pain
With your silver tongue, you had me till I cut it out
I learned to hate
'Cause the only thing you taught me is knowing pain
Knowing pain

Knowing pain