"one by one ○" lyrics

I'm still trying to find a reason
Trying to fix the damage I've done

How do I forgive the things I can't forget?
What I've done and said, yeah, that can't be who I am
But it's clear to me that I'll always see the flaws in my design
And honestly, I'm incomplete but I'll make it right this time

I'm still trying to find a reason
Trying to fix the damage I've done
Torn in a million pieces
But I'm putting them back together one by one
(But I'm putting them back together)

So can I have the chance to grow and understand?
The only way I can, I'm not safe but I'm not damned
Now it's clear to me that I'm in between who I was and who I'll be
Yeah I realize the war inside reminds me I'm alive

I'm still trying to find a reason
Trying to fix the damage I've done
Torn in a million pieces (pieces)
But I'm putting them back together one by one
But I'm putting them back together one by one
(But I'm putting them back together)

One by one, oh

The closer and closer I get to the edge
The darkness is all I can see in my head
Cut off, I'm hanging on by a thread
(But this will not be the end)
No, this will not be the end

I'm still trying to find a reason
Trying to fix the damage I've done
Torn in a million pieces (pieces)
But I'm putting them back together
I'm still trying to find a reason (reason)
(Trying to fix the damage I've done)
I'm still trying to find a reason (reason)
Now we're putting them back together

One by one
One by one
One by one