"so lost (burning flowers)" lyrics

Another spiral, so shut me off and drop in
Same old cycle, I'll sink until I forget
What it feels like to breathe
What it feels like to dream
Is this all out of reach?

'Cause I've been
So lost, so long
Burning flowers in my sleep
I've been so numb
While the world spins around me

Mindless, hollow
Eyes closed on a tightrope
Aimless, follow
So I never touch the ground
This can't be all that I see
I can't be here all for nothing

'Cause I've been
So lost, so long
Burning flowers in my sleep
I've been so numb
While the world spins around me

'Cause I've tried to change
But it's so hard to face every day
'Cause I've been
So lost, so long
While the world spins around me

I watched a part of me question everything
I see it now, so chew me up and grind me down

'Cause I've been
So lost, so long
Burning flowers in my sleep
I've been so numb
While the world spins around me

'Cause I've tried to change
But it's so hard to face every day
'Cause I've been
So lost, so long
While the world spins around me