"I Don't Even Want To Be Around Anymore" lyrics

So tell me how you've been
Cause I keep losing my keys and mind like
So caught up in finding them I swear
No matter how little I wanna be there
Do you even wanna be here

Well I'm just makin' small talk
So tell me how you've been
And she said, yeah she said

Oh!
Now you wanna come around when I'm makin' moves
You do the same old little shit that you always used to do
I trashed everything we had
And watched it bloom
Watched it bloom
Watched it bloom
Into something new

So tell me where I'm at
Cause I don't wanna fall this flat again
I'm slowly sinking in
No sense in sulking in it
Cause I feel the pressure of it all
And I know you know this is how it goes
I come around sparsely and you say

Oh!
You only come around when I'm makin' moves
You do the same old little shit that you always used to do
I trashed everything we had
And watched it bloom
Watched it bloom
Watched it bloom
Into something new

So tell me how you've been
Word is you're suffering
So is this how it ends?

And I don't know what to say
So I'll say it and find out the hard way
It pains me every day
Cause I'm so caught up in
The back and fourth about this
The funny thing about this is
I've given nothing
I've given nothing
And I keep myself held to that change
And hope you find some solace in the same
Cause heaven knows
We need the resolve

So tell me how you've been
A few years down the road and I'm still
Looking for them

Oh!
You only come around when I'm makin' moves
You do the same old little shit that you always used to do
I trashed everything we had
And watched it bloom
Watched it bloom
Watched it bloom
Into something new

So tell me how you've been
Word is you're suffering
So is this how it ends?