"Playing Dead" lyrics

I'm stuck in a cycle
Stop pulling me in
I just can't find the strength I need to carry

I wasn't good enough then
How will I ever be now?

Would it kill me to just hear you out for once?
With lies, I can't convince myself to stay
As the words you wrap around me eat away
It's crippling, I'm wearing thin
Is it worth the pain, or should I run away?
If I get it wrong, then it's on display

I'm stuck in a cycle
Stop pulling me in
I just can't find the strength I need to carry the weight
I'm always running in place, away, away
I'm always running away

You fold, I drag
This game was another mistake
And I'll stay in this paranoid state with the words I say that keep me awake
You go, I'll wait
Sleep off all the stress that eats away
You'll just keep running through my mind till I forget your face

I'm stuck in a cycle
Stop pulling me in
I just can't find the strength I need to carry the weight
I'm always running in place, away, away
I'm always running away

'Cause I'm playing dead again
And I guess this never ends
I'm still lost inside my head
'Cause I'm still lost inside my head

Would it kill me to just hear you out for once?
With lies, I can't convince myself to stay
As the words you wrap around me eat away
It's crippling, I'm wearing thin
Is it worth the pain, or should I run away?
If I get it wrong, then it's on display