"No One Knew" lyrics

I found out what's been making me sick
With reason, I'll come around
It's the season for it I guess
Until then I'm over it

Keep your distance when I come around
As if persistence ever dragged you down
Into the thick of it

'Cause I know you're working through something
That's out of my grasp, but when I reel it in
It's gone with the wind and I'm just looking for reasonings
To find a way back in

No one knew as long as I did
I'll keep it to myself (To myself)

I remember on your basement steps
Lost in the moment again
We joked about being stuck in dead ends
I saw you laugh and stop yourself

It feels like you're working through something
That's out of my grasp, but when I reel it in
It's gone with the wind and I'm just looking for reasonings
To find a way back in
(And I wish I would have been there)

No one knew as long as I did (As long as I did)
I'll keep it to myself (To myself)
If I could go back and do it again
I'd try my best to understand what I knew
For as long as I did (As long as I did)

So when I can't sleep at night
I go out to the backyard
So when I can't sleep at night
I go out to the backyard
In search of you (In search of you)
Among the stars

I found out what's been making me sick
With reason, I'll come around
It's the season for it I guess
Until then I'm over it

No one knew as long as I did
I'll keep it to myself
If I could go back and do it again
I'd try my best to understand
What I knew for as long as I did