"January" lyrics

It's all so comforting
The part of me that dies without you here
Tell me how I'm supposed to stay away
For another year
I don't wanna kill the parts of me that loved you right
But honey, I can't look them in the eye

I swear I will hate you for this
Forever

I never got to
Tell you that I loved you
Painted the whole thing dark blue
Blinded by your tunnel light
This is my town
Honey it's your wasteland
Don't think we'll ever talk again
Couldn't get that right
We couldn't get that right

Get it right, get it right
Couldn't get that
Get it right, get it right
Couldn't get that right
Get it right, get it right
Couldn't get that
I couldn't get that right

I didn't notice
The moment you let go of this
I was all alone in it
For longer than I knew (I knew)
But you made the right choice
Leave me with the white noise
And all your indiscretions
Second guessing
If I ever really knew your true intentions
You couldn't hold back and I
Couldn't learn my lesson

Kinda hate the silence
But I know what to do with it

I never got to
Tell you that I loved you
Painted the whole thing dark blue
Blinded by your tunnel light
This is my town
But Honey, it's your wasteland
Don't think we'll ever talk again
Couldn't get that right

Now it's over
I feel 10 years older
Somehow none the wiser
I do this every time
(I do this every time)
I couldn't get that right

(Get it right, get it right
Couldn't get that
Get it right, get it right
Couldn't get that right
Get it right, get it right
Couldn't get that)

Your skeletons
They don't scare me
I go back to January
In my mind
You wait there for me

I feel pathetic
Insisting this shits poetic
I feel you rolling those damn eyes
I curse 'em all the time
No, I don't miss you (Miss you)
Anymore, don't want you back
In my life, I couldn't live like that
Couldn't get that right (I couldn't get that right)

I'd say I'm happy (happy)
There's still something so daunting
Never felt the weight of it all
Till you came along and took it off me
Hope you're happy (so happy)
Can't look at any pictures
Afraid I'll see you with her
Heard you got that right

I heard you got that right
I heard you got that right
I heard you got that right
I heard you got that
Oh, I heard you got that

(Got it right, got it right
Heard you got that
Got it right, got it right
Heard you got that right
Got it right, got it right
Heard you got that
I heard you got that right)

Your skeletons
They don't scare me
I go back to January
In my mind
You wait there for me
You wait there for me

Can't go back
Can't move forward
Cried all night
Doctors orders
Whats that like
Being loved by you? (Being loved by you)
I still talk with you
When I'm sleeping
I call your name just to feel something
Never learned to let a good thing go
No, no

No, you won't be seeing my name on a phone screen
You're hoping it's me who caves, well it won't be!
I needed the time and the space
Now I can't recall why it was needed in the first place
I said I ain't a killer
Oh baby, I might be
You're somehow the one I can't leave behind me
I dig in the dirt and you lay there and watch me
Oh, you watch me

Your skeletons
They don't scare me
I go back to January
In my mind
You regret me
Do you regret me?

Do you regret me?
Do you regret me?
Do you regret me?
Do you regret me?