"Broken Glass" lyrics

I'm so cold
Caught underneath the weather
Got no desire to leave my bed today
You would know
How my head hits the ceiling
When I'm holding onto every fleeting feeling

Suffer through every day
Without it I feel pain
This retching in my heart
Won't go away
Manipulate and shame
Constant anxiety
I'd do it for you
But she can't take herself half way

No it's not fair, love's never been for me
Don't know if I care, that's how it's gonna be
Not certain how long I'm gonna last
I'm dead weight and you're just broken glass

The shadows won't let go
I'm losing control
Your arrow cuts through me
I saw from afar

Bruised and spoiled down in the soil
Desecrated by my own turmoil
Spent my life figuring everything out
With a fucked up sense of direction
I'll push you further, don't need no help
I'd rather get lost all by myself
Keep your distance and I'll keep mine
It's for the best, and for the rest of time

Suffer through every day
Without it I feel pain
This retching in my heart
Won't go away
Manipulate and shame
Constant anxiety
I'd do it for you
But she can't take herself half way

No it's not fair, love's never been for me
Don't know if I care, that's how it's gonna be
Not certain how long I'm gonna last
I'm dead weight and you're just broken glass
No it's not fair, love's never been for me
Don't know if I care, that's how it's gonna be
Not certain how long I'm gonna last
I'm dead weight and you're just broken glass