"Take Flight" lyrics

If you got a single minute to spare
I'd love to hear about what you've been up to this year
Haven't saw you since you told me I'm not worth the despair
Every day I thought about the different colors you wear

20 shades won't keep you covered in the dark or the light
I'm a lover, not a fighter
And your flag's never white
All my failures seem to hit me when I turn off the lights
The edge it tempts me
Wonder if I fall in, will I take flight?

Will I grow a pair of wings just like my father said?
I shouldn't want to test the things
I'll never understand
For all my sins, I'd prolly turn to ash or drown instead
Or be stuck in this cycle
Living with this pain in my head

20 shades to keep you covered in the dark or the light
She's a lover, I'm a fighter
And I never wear white
All my failures seem to hit me when I turn off the lights
The edge, it tempts me
Wonder if I fall in will I take flight?

I'm a ghost of myself
See my past when I look in the mirror
Hollow shell, final wish
I just want somebody to remember
Watched you walk out the door
Felt it fade away
Need to hear your sweet voice
Need to know something
Is this really the last time I'll see you again?