"Changes (Demo)" lyrics

You talk so slow, I'm on my toes
And I got to know where I could go
Like a misfit island
Where I could dive in
The thoughts of dying
Are multiplying

The folks back home
I barely know
We took different roads
Now, we're like a hundred miles out
I run away from my doubts
Kill time and run the clock out
Switch up and fall into yet another drought

Yeah

I don't wanna say it to your face
But I don't want the time to go to waste
Chalk it up to simple differences and taste
Regardless, I don't wanna say it to your face

Don't judge me
You don't see
Changes in the subtleties
And ways we tease
There's a different tone now
I wanna feel like I'm back at home now

Where once I'd start up at the top of the hill
And once I'd start out in a random field
Growing out from the mud
Restart whenever it floods
I feel ashamed of the blood
That keeps me able to hold my head up now

I don't wanna say it to your face
But I don't want the time to go to waste
Chalk it up to simple differences and taste
Regardless, I don't wanna say it to your face

Don't judge me
You don't see
Changes, oh

Don't judge me
You don't see
Changes, oh

Don't judge me
You don't see
Those changes, oh

Don't judge me
You don't see
Those changes, oh