"Haiku" lyrics

I still find it hard to pull myself out of bed in the morning
But should I get up anyways if there might be a chance I could amount to something?
I lie awake wondering if this was all for nothing
Fuck, I've got a head so full of doubt
How could I learn to be more kind to myself?

Holding every promise that I made out to me
Like stay one more day, you'll be fine get some sleep
And If you make it out alive you'll see it hurts the most tonight
I can't shake the feeling
There's no point in self-healing, so

I can't believe I was so naive
Everything that mattered to me
Found its way out
From what I can tell
I'm stuck in my own hell

I lost count of all those times I had fate at my door
Cause I shouldn't have to feel like this anymore
Do I go on without looking back before it all just fades to black?
I can't shake the feeling that this life has no meaning, so

I can't believe I was so naive
Everything that mattered to me
Found its way out
From what I can tell
I'm stuck in my own hell
Stuck in my own hell

What should I do
When I only lose?
There's just no use
When I don't have you

I can't believe I was so naive
Everything that mattered to me
Found its way out
From what I can tell
I'm stuck in my own hell
(Stuck in my own hell)

From what I can tell
I'm stuck in my own hell