"Identical Days" lyrics

Is this my fate all along?
No turning point, I think about it everyday
How I don't belong with anyone
Watching me come undone
While pretending I'm someone I'm not

This was the best excuse that I came up with
When everybody's home but no one's answering
The last time I'm reaching out
Those wasted cries I made for help

A past life reliving over again
That night I knew it was all going to end
Lifeless body on the street where no one cared about me
It's a recurring dream

I'll take it out on myself
Wish that I fucking mattered to somebody else
Each lonely day and night, emptiness by my side
It's testing me and my will to survive

This was the best excuse that I came up with
When everybody's home but no one's answering
The last time I'm reaching out
Those wasted cries I made for help

A past life reliving over again
That night I knew it was all going to end
Lifeless body on the street where no one cared about me
It's a recurring dream

A past life reliving over again
That night I knew it was all going to end
Lifeless body on the street where no one cared about me
It's a recurring dream
A past life reliving over again
That night I knew it was all going to end
Lifeless body on the street where no one cared about me
It's a recurring dream