"I miss missing u" lyrics

I missed going out on weekdays
Seeing all my friends
I missed getting drunk with TJ
And having my own bed
I'm not staying up 'til 3AM
Wondering where you are
I could go and meet somebody
And not worry bout my heart

Breaking
Up after dark, faking
Love in a bar, saying
I'm better off without you

I swear to god I'm happy
That's what I tell myself
Keep my head distracted
Try to love somebody else
Pretending things are different
Is what I'll have to do
When my heart speaks I don't listen
Cause I cant take the truth
I miss missing you
I miss missing you

Do you
Think about on the cold days
Tell yourself its fine it's ok
Saying that's it's for best, does it feel better
Burning all the love letters
Selling all my old sweaters
Doing anything to make it through

I swear to god I'm happy
That's what I tell myself
Keep my head distracted
Try to love somebody else
Pretending things are different
Is what I'll have to do
When my heart speaks I don't listen
Cause I cant take the truth
I miss missing you
I miss missing you

I'm stumbling home I got nowhere to go but I know that I'm not with you
And the one way to keep you close is if I miss you
So I miss missing you

I swear to god I'm happy
That's what I tell myself
Keep my head distracted
Try to love somebody else
Pretending things are different
Is what I'll have to do
When my heart speaks I don't listen
Cause I cant take the truth
I miss missing you