"30" lyrics

Today my mother asked if I'm depressed and I got stressed
'Cause I don't want her to worry
My brother called to say I'm such a mess so I confessed
My room's a little dirty

My friends say I look tired, well yeah I guess I haven't slept
I try to laugh it off and it hurts me (Oh)
I used to see a heaven but nothing's there just faded red
The road is oh so blurry

I hope they see me at thirty
I hope they see me at thirty

For twenty one years you did your job
It's not your fault or mine
It's just the world's a little hard sometimes
Twenty one cheers would just get by
I always say I'm fine
I promise you I won't cross that line

Today my mother asked if I'm depressed and I got stressed
'Cause I don't want her to worry

I hope she sees me at thirty
I hope she sees me at thirty
I hope she sees me at thirty
I hope she sees me at thirty
I hope they see me at thirty