"not them" lyrics

Do you still think about it
Didn't understand but baby we had it
Lost in all the nonsense
Missed all the magic
Sitting at a redlight
You always come to my mind

I lost you faster than the light could change
I swear I'd turn around but life's one way

Wish I could hold your hand a little tighter
Take it all a little lighter
But it's too late for what we could've been

And I hate that I was such a fighter
Wish I was a little nicer
But words don't make a difference in the end

Cause now we're not them

Cause now we're not them

Now I hate this apartment
I can't get the tear stains out from the carpet
I really wanna leave but I can't afford it
Thought we had a lifetime
But we never got the punchline

I lost you faster than the light could change
I swear I'd turn around but life's one way

Wish I could hold your hand a little tighter
Take it all a little lighter
But it's too late for what we could've been

And I hate that I was such a fighter
Wish I was a little nicer
But words don't make a difference in the end

Cause now we're not them

Now we're not them
Wish I could go back then
Cause now we're not them
Wish I could go back then

Wish I could hold your hand a little tighter
Take it all a little lighter
But it's too late for what we could've been

And I hate that I was such a fighter
Wish I was a little nicer
But words don't make a difference in the end

Cause now we're not them