"something that i barely had" lyrics

I feel like I found my favourite song
And forgot all the words
Like I jumped over and fell
And now all I feel is the hurt
Like I woke up from the best dream
That transitioned to a blur

Missing something that you barely had
Is the fucking worst

How can I go back?
To the last time I was happy
I know that it's dumb and sappy
But I want this

Could you take me back?
Right before the melancholy
Yeah, the one time specifically
I just want this
I just want this