"what if?" lyrics

I ask a lot of questions
For someone who doesn't wanna know
I fantasise about you and me
And every worst case scenario
Every time I say 'I love you' it feels like a threat
You love like the sun, I'm a silhouette
There's no way you're not sick of me yet

I can't stop thinking about the end
Would you tell your friends
I'm crazy, needy and obsessed
I'm sorry I need so much reassurance
I still don't believe that I'm even worth it
My 'what-if' came true, I got you
But if that's how it works, what then?

What if you leave me?
What if you break my heart again?
What if I hurt myself by leaving first in self-defense?
What if it's not fair?
What if I don't deserve your love?
What if it's a cruel joke and the punchline is I'm not enough?