"Holding On" lyrics

I don't believe that the only way out is through
How the light brings the darkness out of you
Both lie to each other to ignore the truth
I-I watch you slip away from God
I've seen the devil in both those eyes
This life burned both of us alive

But I won't stop holding onto you
The only thing that can pull me through
'Cause I like drowning in this tragedy
Nowhere else I'd rather be than holding onto you

I felt the emptiness and I felt you fade away
We burned the bridge we crossed just see what's underneath
Uh, I could've held on to nothing you gave
But I was stuck, I thought there's something you wanted to save
We locked eyes, made a deal with devil and prayed
And let it go while we're up in these flames

But I won't stop holding onto you
The only thing that can pull me through
'Cause I like drowning in this tragedy
Nowhere else I'd rather be than holding onto you

We both hold on 'cause the end isn't near yet
I don't fear living why the fuck would I fear death

I live and die by the words that you say
What's the hope of staying alive without you to pray
When I choke on every other single statement I make
And I wouldn't be holding on without you holding the brakes
We live fast, and none of us will escape
Feel like it's a blood oath, we're both in love with the pain
The feeling, to let it go, when we both know that it's fate
The death of us has always been the embrace

But I won't stop holding onto you
The only thing that can pull me through
'Cause I like drowning in this tragedy
Nowhere else I'd rather be than holding onto you