"Until The Day I" lyrics

Until the day I die
Until the day I die

It's starting to feel like paradise
I watch you suffocate yourself
You breathe in the smoke, you're paralyzed
The only way you'll escape this hell

You locked hands with the devil and left no surprise
I watched you put another dose in your veins, you could fly
My heart breaks when you're screaming in pain like it's my fault you're alive

Until the day I die
I know I'll go to heaven
Because I forgave my own reflection
When these feelings fade away
And these scars remain the same
If you feel like I felt, maybe you would change
Maybe you would change

Would've thought by now I'd be in the grave
But I looked at my fathers and couldn't face
I was holding on tightly, I relived it nightly, I knew I'd be with him if I ain't change
If I'm living the dream you've been tryna chase
Why the fuck am I feeling this kind of shame
You and I ain't the same, when I got it, you got it, but you didn't get it this way
I was 16 down on 6th street, this seems like the work paying off
With a big dream and 16, bitch please I was making 'em talk
I don't miss steps, I don't take seats, on the list next to that main stream
I'll be doing this till I'm paralyzed or being doing this until the day that I

Die
I know I'll go to heaven
Because I forgave my own reflection
When these feelings fade away
And these scars remain the same
If you feel like I felt, maybe you would change
Maybe you would change

When the pain goes away, and you realize
All the scars you have never remind
Cause the past don't change, but it defines

When the pain goes away, and you realize
All the scars you have never remind
Cause the past don't change, but it defines

Until the day I die
I know I'll go to heaven
Because I forgave my own reflection
When these feelings fade away
And these scars remain the same
If you feel like I felt, maybe you would change
Maybe you would change