"Approach Of The Second Sun" lyrics

It's 6 AM again
My heart goes numb but the ground's still breathing
My head is spiraling
I feel my body leaving
When it all goes down
Who will pick me up again?
When it falls apart
Will I be the one to survive this haven?

Acid feeling dissolves a bitter taste on my black tongue, illusion
Feels like I'm dying and I'm tired of it all

(I'm holding on)
I'm fucking tired of it all
(I'm holding on)
I think I'm losing control

In this maze of life
We are seeking connections in these violent displays
In this peculiar craze it's a battle within
The approach of the second sun
I'm getting tired of it all
I think I'm losing control
We suffocate the present, looking at our past
We've damaged our vision, just give me a break
My blame, my hate, it's all in the name of my devastation

Give me a mic and I will devastate, I will kill

Watch me
I just ripped off my fucking neck
Watch me
Now they stare at me like I'm back from the dead, going crazy again
I can't stop, can't go back
I lost everything I had

(Bow to me)
And I tried to escape
Decisions that will ruin my life, trapped in my mind
(Bow to me)
I'm slowly losing my mind
I'm lost in a maze
And there's no way out

(I'm holding on)
I'm fucking tired of it all
I'm dying, I'm hearing the same old stupid song
(I'm holding on)
I'm fucking tired of it all
I'm tired of listening, I'm losing control