"descend.exe" lyrics

Canvas of my life
Once painted bright and clear
Canvas of my life
Now stained with doubt
Every image smeared

Pictures fading, I'm in misery
Quite the place
I've built a prison from my mortal case

Silence failed to aid

I've built a prison from my mortal case

I'm falling to the depths of my mind
Knowing I'll descend and suffocate
Will the soul remain?
Eliminate the enemy in my brain
I'm the enemy
Enemy
I'm the enemy in my brain
Calling out my name
I forgot the person that I am
I crawled into a hole and tried to pretend it's okay

I've been talking between me and my head
Guilty am I
Guilty of it
Promised I will burn
Inside I promised
I promised to die

But I don't wanna die, I only wish to stop this pain of mine