"Victim" lyrics

Frustration has built me a fort
And I can't take it anymore
I struggle, I struggle on
Looking for the exit
Grey walls swallowing me whole
Feels like I'm falling in line
I'm dead inside, my head's about to explode

I am a victim, victim
Filthy outcast
I'm a victim, victim
Of anger and low lust
I'm still a victim, victim
Blood wrote these lines of misperception
Victim, victim of my own lies

Panic, panic, panic
To the state of manic
Mayday, mayday, mayday
I am dreaming about mayhem
I struggle, I struggle on
I can't take it anymore
I'm dead inside, my head's about to explode

For all the real ones
This ain't no house of fucking cards
This is Abbie Falls 2025
With the heavy shit
I wanna see some blood
I wanna see violence
I wanna see some

When life shuts a door, you blast through the gate
Here's my message to all that are fake
Talk all that bullshit, you'll find yourself stuck
Repeat these words now
Shut the fuck up

I am a victim, victim
Filthy outcast
I'm a victim, victim
Of anger and low lust
I'm still a victim, victim
Blood wrote these lines of misperception
Victim, victim of my own lies

No more happy endings
Exterminate the dirt
Bring it to the surface
Choke it, slash it, rip its heart and take from them
Everything
I will greet you in another life
Do you ever feel so numb?
I've never sunk so low
Cancer proliferates, blood cells are dying out
Have you ever felt so fucking numb?
Ten, three, four