"unnatural order" lyrics

Stray to the world of a lifeless god
I'm about to break from the flesh this vessel holds

Consume the harvested bones
Torn from the limbs of the orphans
I became one with the machine

Unnatural order
Unnatural order
I've been poisoned by the thought of it

'Cause I'm the symptom
Of denial
Trying to become the perfect version of myself
Behold the reckoning

Unnatural order
Unnatural order
I've been poisoned by the thought of it

I'll pay for my mistakes

Chasing a ghost I can't erase
A dream I can't escape
I grasp for fleeting hope
A hollow wish that fades to black

Was I a coward?
The day I lost your side
And even when I kept you close
I felt the cold of being alone

This pain has got the best of me
And it's only getting worse
So please just stay away
I was blessed with this curse

It's just the silence of my sins
That kills me from within
I can't stand the path I choose
I want your touch to guide me home

To guide me home
The cold of being alone

To take me home
For deadly visions may return