"Hello Sun" lyrics

I looked down and then you looked away
I'm disappointing on my best days
It's not what you said, but it's what you meant
And I fucking get it
The right words will never make it change
The sentiment'll slowly fade
But don't feel bad, I hate to see you sad
It fucks me up

Hello sun, wake me up
Take away what the darkness brought
Hello rain, please stay away
Haven't I paid enough for all of my mistakes?
Because I can't go on this way

There is an empty hole that calls
Fill it with dirt and seed in fall
Let's not forget that I was a mess when I met you
For sure there will be a stinging sense of loss
But you'll find the strength to just move on
Don't feel bad I gave what I had
It just wasn't enough

Hello sun, wake me up
Take away what the darkness brought
Hello rain, please stay away
Haven't I paid enough for all of my mistakes?
Because I can't go on this way

All that's left is an empty bed
A hole in my heart I am so lost in my head
You should take your stuff, my best won't be enough and then
You'll still leave me in the end