"Extra Extra" lyrics

I need to learn to shut my mouth
Every time I talk, they think they got me figured out
Thought it was safer to bleed out to strangers
I threw up my story, shoulda said my name first

It's stupid, don't know why
I talk about my feelings inside
Once all my pain was put out on display
I thought I'd feel better but it's still the same

She's out of control now, she's got to slow down
She turned to crowd and the crowd, they say

"Extra, extra, read all about it
Another good girl who fell off the wagon
Chew me up, I'm part of your diet
Talk your shit but look, you're still buying
Extra, extra, read all about it
Another good girl who's lost in the madness
Front row seats to come watch the crisis
Get in line 'cause you're all invited"

I bet you think that you know me
This is only half, only half of what I'm showing
You only read the captions, you don't see what's past it
You don't see the half, half of what the fuck has happened

You disappeared when the panic attacks hit
I spent a whole year being glued to my mattress
And you didn't hear that I cut off that off my habits
"She's dramatic, always acting like she's something that she's not"

She's out of control now, she's got to slow down
She turned to crowd and the crowd, they say

"Extra, extra, read all about it
Another good girl who fell off the wagon
Chew me up, I'm part of your diet
Talk your shit but, look, you're still buying
Extra, extra, read all about it
Another good girl who's lost in the madness
Front row seats to come watch the crisis
Get in line 'cause you're all invited"

I think since I was a kid, I've always torn myself open
Trying to get people to understand me
But what if they did understand me and just didn't want to stay?
Right now, they only know half and that's enough for them to walk away
But be careful with the walls you build to protect yourself for those will become your prison
It's not your job to prove that you're loveable

She turned to crowd and the crowd, they say

"Extra, extra, read all about it
Another good girl who fell off the wagon
Chew me up, I'm part of your diet
Talk your shit but, look, you're still buying
Extra, extra, read all about it
Another good girl who's lost in the madness
Front row seats to come watch the crisis
Get in line 'cause you're all invited"

Extra, extra, read all about it
Extra, extra, read all about it