"Half-Life" lyrics

I'm standin' in the kitchen
Where we danced, mm-mm
You look right through me
I wanna hold you, but I can't

Scream your name so loud
You don't hear a sound
Linger on my mouth
Halfway between a nightmare and a dream

What if I'm stuck in this half-life
Tryna walk through your wall for the last time?
If you heard me singin' to you down the hall
Would you even know if I was there at all?
Held hostage
If I'm the ghost, then why am I haunted?
It's the only way that I know I'll be close to you
Maybe that's why I'm still stuck inside your room
In this half-life, mm-mm, mm

Would you leave the candle
Lit beside your bed for me? Mm-mm-mm
Should I put it out
Or should I just let you be

Do you feel me around?
Do you miss the sounds?
They linger on your mouth
Do you feel me runnin' down your spine?

What if I'm stuck in this half-life
Tryna walk through your wall for the last time?
If you heard me singin' to you down the hall
Would you even know if I was there at all?
Held hostage
If I'm the ghost, then why am I haunted?
It's the only way that I know I'll be close to you
Maybe that's why I'm still stuck inside your room

The hardest part
Is grievin' somethin' when it's still alive
My haunted heart
Forever [?]

I'm a hostage
What if I'm stuck in this half-life
Tryna walk through your wall for the last time?
If you heard me singin' to you down the hall
Would you even know if I was there at all?
Held hostage
If I'm the ghost, then why am I haunted?
It's the only way that I know I'll be close to you
Maybe that's why I'm still stuck inside your room
In this half-life, mm-mm, mm