"left to me" lyrics

I'm off two pills inside the party, gettin' naughty with your bitch
I don't understand the issue, what's goin' on in my head
Doll, I know why you're upset, you hate when I geek off the meds
I pop the seal, then drink the seal 'cause I been tryin' to forget
Generational drama, I put the blame on my mama
She did her best, but at the same time, surrounded me with some drama
And I was just up in L.A., my dreams are right in my face
But I couldn't stop thinkin' about why I went wrong, this shit's insane

Truly never wanted fame, but I guess that's what I got
I'm takin' pictures, switchin', lookin' inside of this parkin' lot
They say I'm great, I say I'm not
They say I changed, I say a lot
Bitch, I grew up with fuckin' nothin', now I got it, I'm on top
I hope my dad is proud of me, lookin' down on me from above
I know I fucked up as a kid, as a young teen, I got on drugs
Fuck that bitch, don't want no love
Don't want no hugs, don't want no slut
I want that familiar feelin' with us, but it'll never come