"something so wrong" lyrics

Catch me running away, your words of the plague
I hate the way you makin' me feel, but I love what you say
Live to tell the secrets this May
I died on the day that you would say you're leavin', but stay
My heart would break
My chest would get shattered like glass
I'm missin' your laugh
I'm missin' all the drugs that we took, the coke off your ass
I do not understand what I did
But, fuck it, it's there
I guess that the past is the past
But you movin' ' too fast

And I got so many questions that I just never got to ask
Did you feel me fuckin' leave?
Did you feel my soul detach?
Did you think about my face and wanna come runnin' back?
Feel like a fish inside your bowl, but nobody's side of glass
Ain't nobody steppin' back
I'm circlin' you in laps
I'm stuck inside of this cage
Percocets on my stage
Like, baby, feel my lap
Alone inside of the track
Feels like I'll never get better as long as I'm lookin' back
Feels like we could be together as long as I'm on the track
But I guess we'll never know, but I'm never forgettin' that